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    .Forthoughhewasgrowingmorecharitabletowardsmankind,hewasstillalittlejaunty,andtooapttostakeoutbeforehandthecoursethatwillbepursuedbythewoundedsoul.Itdidnotsurprisehim,however,thatsheshouldgreethimnaturally,withnoneofthesourself-consciousnessofapersonwhohadjustrisenfromherknees.ThiswasindeedthespiritofSantaDeodata’s,whereaprayertoGodisthoughtnonetheworseofbecauseitcomesnexttoapleasantwordtoaneighbour.“IamsurethatIneedit,”saidsheandhe,whohadexpectedhertobeashamed,becameconfused,andknewnotwhattoreply. “I’venothingtotellyou,”shecontinued.“Ihavesimplychangedstraightround.IfIhadplannedthewholethingout,Icouldnothavetreatedyouworse.IcantalkitovernowbutpleasebelievethatIhavebeencrying.” “AndpleasebelievethatIhavenotcometoscoldyou,”saidPhilip.“Iknowwhathashappened.” “What?”askedMissAbbott.Instinctivelysheledthewaytothefamouschapel,thefifthchapelontheright,whereinGiovannidaEmpolihaspaintedthedeathandburialofthesaint.Heretheycouldsitoutofthedustandthenoise,andproceedwithadiscussionwhichpromisedtobeimportant. “Whatmighthavehappenedtome—hehadmadeyoubelievethathelovedthechild.” “Oh,yeshehas.Hewillnevergiveitup.” “Atpresentitisstillunsettled.” “Itwillneverbesettled.” “Perhapsnot.Well,asIsaid,Iknowwhathashappened,andIamnotheretoscoldyou.ButImustaskyoutowithdrawfromthethingforthepresent.Harrietisfurious.Butshewillcalmdownwhensherealizesthatyouhavedoneusnoharm,andwilldonone.” “Icandonomore,”shesaid.“ButItellyouplainlyIhavechangedsides.” “Ifyoudonomore,thatisallwewant.YoupromisenottoprejudiceourcausebyspeakingtoSignorCarella?” “Oh,certainly.Idon’twanttospeaktohimagainIshan’teverseehimagain.” “Quitenice,wasn’the?” “Quite.” “Well,that’sallIwantedtoknow.I’llgoandtellHarrietofyourpromise,andIthinkthings’llquietdownnow.” Buthedidnotmove,foritwasanincreasingpleasuretohimtobenearher,andhercharmwasatitsstrongesttoday.Hethoughtlessofpsychologyandfemininereaction.Thegushofsentimentalismwhichhadcarriedherawayhadonlymadehermorealluring.Hewascontenttoobserveherbeautyandtoprofitbythetendernessandthewisdomthatdweltwithinher. “Whyaren’tyouangrywithme?”sheasked,afterapause. “BecauseIunderstandyou—allsides,Ithink,—Harriet,SignorCarella,evenmymother.” “Youdounderstandwonderfully.Youaretheonlyoneofuswhohasageneralviewofthemuddle.” Hesmiledwithpleasure.Itwasthefirsttimeshehadeverpraisedhim.HiseyesrestedagreeablyonSantaDeodata,whowasdyinginfullsanctity,uponherback.Therewasawindowopenbehindher,revealingjustsuchaviewashehadseenthatmorning,andonherwidowedmother’sdressertherestoodjustsuchanothercopperpot.Thesaintlookedneitherattheviewnoratthepot,andatherwidowedmotherstillless.Forlo!shehadavision:theheadandshouldersofSt.Augustinewereslidinglikesomemiraculousenamelalongtherough-castwall.Itisagentlesaintwhoiscontentwithhalfanothersainttoseeherdie.Inherdeath,asinherlife,SantaDeodatadidnotaccomplishmuch. “Sowhata
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